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发表于 2018-5-15 11:23:06 | 显示全部楼层 |阅读模式

在影视作品中经常会看到这样的情节:一男一女,由于落花有意,流水无情,最终没能走到一起。直到有一天,他们两个再次相遇,其中一方找到了一个更好的伴侣,于是就在另一方面前炫耀。
很多人都一口断定,炫耀的一方太狠心了,你的伴侣就算再好,你又何必在昔人面前炫耀呢?也没什么了不起啊!
在这里我想告诉大家,之所以有人炫耀,那时因为这个人曾经的的确确爱过另外一个人,此时的的炫耀只是他或她键盘清洁工作你做到位了吗向对方进行报复的手段而已。就像吴奇隆和严艺丹合唱的那首流恋中描述的一样:爱到痴狂会变成仇。爱得越深,最终化成的恨,也就越深。
曾经,我也深深爱过一位姑娘,开始是暗恋,后来表白了两次,第一次太鲁莽了,目的并不是要和她在一起,只是想告诉她,我对她很有感觉。第二次的目的和前一次的不一样,经过了反复考虑,反复纠结之后才决定表白的。表白的治疗后的白癜风部位已恢复正常颜色具体时刻是经过精挑细选的,就像对她说的一样,当初高考填志愿都没那么纠结过。
某年年5月20日那一天,我做出了一个人生中最艰难的决定。她并没有直接拒绝我,于是,我就以为她默认接受了我的爱,当时激动的心情根被无法形容。几乎从未失眠的我,当晚果断地失眠了,整夜未眠,只感觉自己在做梦,那个自己从暗恋到表白,爱了将近两年的她竟然接受了自己。第二天早上,我5点钟就起床了,全是因为心中的那种狂喜。第二天,我想了食疗小方法让你摆脱大熊猫的雅称很多,我没钱,没车,没房子怎么办?我们毕业之后还会在一起吗?通常,我是个非常不勤于思考的人,那天却思考了一整天。一整天,我都没有联系过她,没打电话,没发短信。直到晚上,发了条短信问她今天过得怎么样。后来不知道怎么就看到屏幕上出现,我对你没那意思,我不想骗你,不想骗自己,我现在没考虑谈恋爱,我们不合适之类的文字。当时我就蒙了,此刻才知道,自己真的在做梦。
后来的一次宴会上,我们又相遇了,事罢,我说送她回学校,她却坚决不让我送,态度极为坚决,我心灰意冷了。回到学校我又发了条短信说:何必呢?不爱就不爱,用不着这样的,一个普通朋友都能送你回学校啊!无论你让不让我送,我对你的喜欢,它就在这里。她没有回复。我后来我看了张爱玲写的一句话:爱一个人,可以卑微到尘埃里,然后开出一朵花。看了这句话就想起了曾经读到过的被自己认为是装逼型的文字:爱一个人就应该努力让自己变得优秀等等。于是我就猜测,她不接受我是因为她担心将来不能在一起。于是发了条消息给她:我相信你说的现在没考虑谈恋爱,毕竟彼此未来的路都不知道该怎么走。抱歉为你带了这么多的烦恼。这次她回了:嗯,你知道了就好了。
如今,我依然不知道她拒绝我是因为爱还是不爱还是讨厌,我已经不在乎了,再说那已经不重要了。因为现在的我,爱的不仅仅是她,还爱上了张爱玲的那句话。我要努力奋斗,让自己变得优秀。如今,我仍在在努力,有时候,很累,很累,都有了放弃的念头,每当想到这句话,我就重新恢复了斗志。我想好了,无论将来我的另一半是不是她,我都不会感到遗憾了。因为我曾经深深地爱过她,我没有说谎。
常常幻想未来的这么一天:她过生日,旁边坐着她的男朋友,我也在场,吃完饭后一起去KTV,让后玩到一半的时候,我那漂亮大方,集所有美于一身的女友也来了,她的出场让在场所有人忍不住赞叹,包括曾经的,我深深爱过的她以及她的男友。接着我女友的唱功赢来一阵阵热烈的掌声。我和她合唱当初的最流行的情歌,大家都投以羡慕的目光。
我比她过得更幸福,我在炫耀。但是这不能说明什么,除了我对她的爱之真切,不是吗?         





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